i’m still battling with my own depression.
fighting this kind of shit alone.
it’s hard to suffer from this.
the other side, i don’t want to show this in front of others.
they have to know that i’m happy.
but inside my heart, i know that i’m not.
nobody knows that i’ve been struggling for this for a long time.
no one cares.
they might be curious, not caring.
i’ve start to deactivate all of my social media except line and whatsapp. trying to cure this ‘useless feeling’ but…it doesn’t work.
can you plis stop to say ‘you have to die..you have to die’? cause i won’t it.
i don’t know how long i can beat this word, against this feeling.
cause maybe there’s a time when i need to give up.
when nobody cares, like now. when all of my self-control is suddenly disappear.
for those who read this message, i’m sorry if i have a lot of mistakes to you. i know i’m very very useful. it’s nice to know you as a person.